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Happiest of birthdays to this stud! Glad we have each other out here in AZ. Wishing you the best in these upcoming months as we both embark on some new adventures and challenges. #birthday #celebrate #icecream #steakdinner #makeawish #candle #mill #family #bigbrother #arizonakids #summer #az (at Monti’s La Casa Vieja Steakhouse, Banquets and Full-Service Catering)

so the dark clouds have split

At least a little.

Though it doesn’t come anywhere near my dream job or the path to the ultimate career, a huge relief has come over me today since I have gotten A JOB. I go to orientation to start as a server at a cute italian place called ‘Sauce’ this Thursday. I’ve been having trouble even getting jobs like this lately and today I dragged my little depressed self to apply and got the job on the spot. I am so grateful for this (however small) step in a better direction. At least I won’t be completely broke and incredulously bored anymore—THANK GOD. I was like shaking and practically in tears walking out of the restaurant. I needed this BAD. So I’m excited to get started and hope this bit of help will get me moving in an even more stable direction! I’m only posting this on here because of my post last night and because I want a place to put my excitement. However, since my life seems to be radiating Murphy’s Law lately, I’m trying to keep this on the DL in case it turns out too good to be true or falling through somehow. But as of this moment, I think I’m in the clear and I’m ready to get to work!

Having a really hard time

This whole post-grad job search thing is ruthless. It is such a royal bitch. I am having no luck and keep trying to find new ways to keep myself motivated and I’m just out of fuel. I can feel myself just slinking back into the black hole I was stuck in about a year and a half ago. It’s just so hard to keep believing in yourself when you get rejected time after time. My poor boyfriend is running out of energy to try to keep cheering me up and I hate that I can’t figure this out myself. My brain/emotions are so zapped that I can’t even think about what to say to express this kind of feeling. I know I sound whiny but I’ve really been trying and it just gets harder and harder as the days go by and the rejections keep flowing. I’m just really discouraged and frustrated and drained and I’m terrified because I don’t really see anything that will be able to ease this struggle. I’m getting to the point where I’m running out of time and options. I don’t even know for certain why I feel so strongly but I just DON’T want to have to crawl back home and live with the parents and just accept defeat. I’m just so devastated by the thought of that being my only option. I don’t know. Just sad and rambling. 

yesmissmori:

THINX Underwear:

OH SHIT YOU GUYS THIS COMPANY IS MAKING UNDERWEAR THAT IS STAIN RESISTANT, ANTIMICROBIAL, AND WILL ABSORB UP TO 6 TEASPOONS OF LIQUID BUT STILL LOOKS FUCKING SEXY

AND DID I MENTION THIS PART:

For every pair of THINX you buy, you help one girl in the developing world stay in school by providing her with seven washable, reusable cloth pads.

AND WHY IS THAT SUCH A BIG DEAL? HERE’S WHY:

After doing some research, Agrawal says she found that more than 100 million girls in the developing world were missing a week of school because of their periods, and using things such as leaves, old rags, or plastic bags in the place of sanitary pads.

THE SIZES RUN FROM XS TO XXL AND THE PRICES ARE NOT INSANE, THEY’RE OBVIOUSLY HIGHER THAN THOSE 5 FOR $10 SALES AT TARGET BUT YOU WON’T HAVE TO THROW THEM OUT BECAUSE YOU MISCALCULATED YOUR FLOW AND BLED ALL OVER THEM BEFORE YOU COULD GET TO A BATHROOM

I’M SORRY FOR SHOUTING I’M JUST REALLY EXCITED ABOUT THIS

LIKE HOLY FUCKBASKET IT’S ABOUT DAMN TIME

Innovation my friends. This is what it’s all about. TWO problems solved, one sexy solution. Love it.

Oh—you wouldn’t date a girl who’s ever been a stripper?
In that case, I wouldn’t date a guy who’s ever been to a strip club.

Oh—you wouldn’t date a girl who’s ever done porn?
In that case, I wouldn’t date a guy who’s ever watched porn.

You’re the reason we exist.
You’re the demand to our supply.
If you disdain sex workers, don’t you dare consume our labor.

As they say in the industry, “People jack off with the left hand and point with the right.”

Lux ATL (via stripperina)

No I fucking LOVE this.

(via beachbunnyescort)

HELLO.
Amen.
That is all.

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